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**//The tools he used, they hurt me, they scraped me,//** **//And they tore me apart. The feeling, it was//** **//Sweet pain, wanting it done, but not at all.//** **//Not wanting to give up my first child//** **//I could feel the new baby coming out.//** **//Little hands grasping for something to hold.//** **//Hearing a cry for help, I just did that?//** **//Not believing he was a baby boy//** **//I could still feel him the very next day//** **//Wanting him to be there, but he’s not.//** **//Why did I get this done? I shouldn’t have//** **//God gave me this baby for a reason//** **//Wishing I did not have this abortion//** **//Wishing to see my son, maybe someday.//**